Week whatever....

Ok so my life has been SO freaking busy and although I hate using that as an excuse I have and I'm paying dearly for it. I'm just so upset about these numbers! I found a 5K I want to run in July and also one in Aug.....I gotta get my butt in gear!!! Ok here's my depressing and rather EMBARRASSING numbers!

Weight 245, a 5 lbs GAIN!!!

Chest 41.5 .5 in GAIN
Boobs 50 1 in GAIN
Arms 14.25 1.75 in GAIN
Thigh 27 2 in GAIN
Belly 50.5 5 in GAIN HOLY CRAP!
Hips 48 .75 in GAIN

Ok so I'm really REALLY upset about those numbers! Time to get my BRASS in gear!!!!!

Week 9...SUCKS!!

I'm really slacking on this weight loss. I was going and doing SO well and then bam it's like someone hit a switch and switched all my motivation off. GROWL! I just don't know. Maybe I was doing too much too soon? I just want to lose this weight. I'm sick of being FAT and I'm sick of feeling so ugly! I had all my clothes set out last night so I could get up and job on the treadmil but then bam kids get sick, the girls actually. And they've been on me since then. I just don't know. Is there anyone that reads this that can help???? Oh well....I'm hoping to maybe get to the gym this week....I'm off to get kids....

Much Love