Sunday, January 29, 2006
Here I go full force!!!!
Ok so after a really really REALLY bad week of just whatever...being depressed and having a hard time I've decied and come to terms that I know it's going to take a little time to get this weight off, and I'm ok with that. I'm going to go full force! I'm putting EVERYTHING I have in this!! I am going to lose this weight. Not for dh, not for kids, not for friends....but for ME!!!! I want this!!! I just have to say thanks to all my pals! You girls are awesome!!!! (I posted this on my slim in six group) I had a night out without kids last night and come home and bawled my eyes out. I spent a lot of night just thinking and crying. I was doing this all for the wrong reasons, not for me at all. This is now about me and for me...and I"m not giving up till I am a winner!!!!! So here we go, starting a new week with a bang!!! Thanks again girls!!!!
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You can do this! It hurts so much to feel the way we do, to struggle so hard and see other women walk through life without a care. But you are so right about doing this for yourself. It has to be for you! Be selfish for once! In the end though it will be the most unselfish thing we could ever do for our families and especially our children. I can't wait to run in the yard with my kids! Right now - I still can't run LOL! I wan't to know what that feels like!
Right here with you! ~beck~
THANKS!!! I could barely walk on the tredmill and now I jog for about 3 mins...It's GREAT!!!!
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